Author: xapatotheworld

  • Poem: Black Bag and a Coat of Brown

    February 17th, 2005

    This man I see with a coat of brown
    There’s no name that he claims
    Just smiles and walks around town.
    I wonder, just who, just who he may blame?
    A black bag he carries on his back
    Who is this guy and what is his game?
    He never answers or tells what he lacks.

    Just walking and walking he
    Rarely sits down but to watch all
    The people go ’round the city.
    Not very large but fairly tall
    He ne’er troubles himself with things,
    Except for the bag, nor does he call
    To anyone who may be passing.

    Sitting one day, I watch him pass by
    With his black bag and coat of brown
    And I watch him in sly
    Like many who see him ’round town.
    To the garbage he goes and reaches in
    And into his bag he puts the good down.
    What do I do? Do I tell of his sin?

    No, I sit very still and watch him continue
    Inspecting the treasures so carelessly tossed.
    My beautiful, scenic, no-obstructed view
    Of this simple, peaceful man seemingly lost
    In the shuffle of day to day life
    And all the trauma and pain of cost
    Just trying to get by without strife.

    My heart goes out to him, this man
    Who is walking away from me now
    Unaware of my observance. I have no plan
    Of what to do to bless or change. How
    Can I go back and try to live down
    My life full of clutter to which I bow?
    Walks away the bag and coat of brown.

     – Sarah ><>

  • Poem: Cold Winter 5

    5
    January 28, 2005

    Cold and my lips unmoving
    Silence filling in the voids within these walls
    Yet my thoughts are rushing
    Swirling as fast as the snow
    Caught in the dance of the Winter wind
    Tossing and thrashing
    Sweeping the sky as salt.
    Never resting to stick together
    Just flying through the air
    To strike at my face; bite my nose.
    My mind dulled by the constant
    Throw of snow and flakes
    Protected only by my scarf and gloves
    Wrapped around my neck
    A meager attempt at warmth.
    When will my thoughts feel to me
    A gentle summer breeze?
    Not until the air turns warm
    And the wind comes from the other side
    Where the sun is sleeping.

    Sarah ><>

  • Poem: Cold Winter 4

    4
    January 26, 2005

    Sickness is a reminder
    Of Winter’s lack of sustenance
    So easy to lose control of the body
    The nose, head, throat, joints,
    Heart, soul…
    Trapped in the cage of self
    Craving for release and when
    Self’s door opens and the fresh air
    Beckons on the other side,
    Too lazy to lift a finger or toe
    The desire is gone, once known
    That only cold exists beyond my shelter
    Hapless, distorted, nauseous
    Staying inside or suffer the cold
    Choices not so easily made
    Nor when my body is boggled down
    By this worm writhing free in me.
    I wish to stamp it out, discipline
    But no avail, nothing will stop it
    So I lay here, cold, unaffected.

    Sarah ><>